It's complicated because I have mixed feelings about it currently.
This is the first time it's happened since I died.
And it would be the first time that Zack would be celebrating with me in four years, at least. Longer for him, since he's been here for four years more.
I had...an idea of how I wanted the day to go. No working for either of us. A date. I wanted to pretend, for a little while, that I didn't have responsibility, that I was turning 23 and we could think of the future.
The alarm startled it out of me. It wasn't the cultural significance. It was...
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Date: 2025-04-03 05:22 pm (UTC)This is the first time it's happened since I died.
And it would be the first time that Zack would be celebrating with me in four years, at least. Longer for him, since he's been here for four years more.
I had...an idea of how I wanted the day to go. No working for either of us. A date. I wanted to pretend, for a little while, that I didn't have responsibility, that I was turning 23 and we could think of the future.
The alarm startled it out of me. It wasn't the cultural significance. It was...
Having a selfish day. A happy day for just me.
I don't know if I'm explaining it well.